I am so tired of being worn down
I’m tired of not sleeping at night
I’m done with crying
I’m tired of remembering how things were
I’m tired of living for the future
but being stuck in the past
I’m tired of being a happy person thats in a sad rut
I’m tired of people being unreliable
and the things that I do when I’m nervous
I’m done trying to make things work
You know I just kind of give up on people in general for now
I haven’t felt alive since the summer, nothing
I just feel like I’m living lately
