February 2012
1 post
January 2012
14 posts
Jesse Manalastas, you are the love of my life.
Dissatisfied.
Some days I find myself returning to my depression, I just feel it ball up inside me and I feel that I want to die. I can’t take all this pressure that everyone puts on me, I work hard and get nothing but dissatisfaction in return. All I want to do is make my parents happy, I work hard, I get all A’s, I try to do everything right, yet they’re still not proud of me. I come home...
I keep wiping my nose with a tissue
awesome now I’m totally gonna have some coke-whore looking nostrils for the next few days. -.-‘
Blissful
Love. Have I ever felt something so amazing as love? To know you love someone, to feel it deep into your chest, to taste the sweetest thoughts and to ponder amazing memories. The ability to spend time doing nothing with the person you love, yet feel you’ve done everything, to love every moment of it. To dream of them, to wake up to thoughts of them, to fall asleep at night feeling as though...
laminalamina asked: i love you, you is mine :)
thethoughtsinmyhead.: this girl →
laminalamina:
has turned my life around completely. its crazy. I’ve never opened up to anyone this fast. she’s everything i adore and more. might sound cliche as fuck but she makes me feel something real. these words are not just coming from my ass, and I’m definitely not just playing around. she’s so cool. and i truly care for her. i have a strong belief that what we have will not be another...
Anonymous asked: What will it take to get your attention? What if I said that I have more to offer?
Anonymous asked: You are very pleasant to look at. Marry me?
So, It hasn’t even been a full 24 hours since Jesse left for Canada, but I miss him so damn much. I’ve become so accustomed to talking to him daily after I get out of class and just venting about my day and other nonsense. He lifts my mood always no matter what, he’s my life’s sunshine sometimes. All in all you can’t always have someone there with you all the time or...
I Love You.
The best thing that happened to me in 2011? I met Jesse, who is not only my best friend but also my boyfriend, who amazes me everyday and shows me unconditional love. I’m incredibly lucky to have him in my life. It crazes me to think that I thought i’d never fall in love, that was until I met Jesse. He first caught my eye three years ago, however, it wasn’t until this past summer...
December 2011
10 posts
Happy New Year everyone, I hope you all have a...
“From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity.”
– Edvard Munch
Painting
So I’m working on a painting right now, it’s a still life for a painting course I’m currently enrolled in. Anywho I decided to work huge on this one and essentially the painting is of button down shirts hung up next to one another. But the dealio is that I wasn’t all that awesome when I started but my talents have grown and my last shirt looks crazy amazing but theres an...
My mother makes me feel so fucking horrible about myself. I don’t think I could find anyone else in this planet that could make me feel as low as she makes me feel. I don’t think theres ever a time I hate myself more than after I talk to you. I know you love me and that I love you, but you just make me feel horrible.
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“I believe in whatever gets you through the night. Night is the hardest time to...”
– Unknown
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I Have No One To Confide In
I have no one to share my feelings with, theres really no one in my life right now that truly cares about my well-being. Asides from my family members. Even posting my feelings on this website is getting harder seeing as how no matter what I seem to say, or express what I feel, theres always that one person that thinks its bullshit. I’m starting to feel everything go downhill again and you...
Sometimes I Feel Bad That My Mother Has To Tell...
I just feel that my mother most likely has conversation with her friends who have children roughly my age. I suppose they ask about me from time to time, “Whats Sara majoring in!?” “She’s a fine arts major!” I always imagine they respond in ways such as, “Oh, I see… nice…” Where as their children are off to careers in the medical filed, ones in...
I just got taco bell
AND IT WAS AMAZING <3
November 2011
18 posts
Anonymous asked: dear exbestfriend, dear bestfriend.
My mom thinks she can control how I interact with...
Thats funny because last time I checked my relationship with him is between the two of us not him, me and my mother.
catwrangler asked: meow.
The Past and You.
Maybe in another life I would have asserted myself and asked you to stay a little while. But i’m in this life and I can’t press rewind, so I’ll face the consequences and move forward with my life. But none-the-less, I’m still right here, I haven’t gone anywhere. But I’ll be going somewhere soon, I promise you this. My life is ahead of me, one stumble in the road...
s4mantha asked: 1 12 19 37 :D
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“I’ve changed so much lately. Every single day I wake up different. I feel...”
– Unknown
murderingmartyrs asked: haha :)
That Moment When
That moment when I realize you’re not mine anymore. That you’re not in my life anymore. Realizing that we’re over finally hitting hard. Just another sleepless night alone. Remembering things from the past and wanting to smile but ending up getting upset. Putting things aside that I want to show you and finding out things I want to tell you about… Only to realize...
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“Someday when my life has passed me by i’ll lay around and wonder why you...”
– “Someday” by Sugar Ray
I am so tired of being worn down I’m tired of not sleeping at night I’m done with crying I’m tired of remembering how things were I’m tired of living for the future but being stuck in the past I’m tired of being a happy person thats in a sad rut I’m tired of people being unreliable and the things that I do when I’m nervous I’m done trying to...
http://shedancesinthesunlight.tumblr.com/ →
My side blog. Shameless self promotion.
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“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around...”
– Looking For Alaska
Anonymous asked: Short haircut, a desire to be "unique" and artistic- a cry for attention, possibly?, multiple tumblr accounts, probably owns a few combat boots, camera whores, most likely listens to matt and kim or mgmt, etc. Want to know more?
Anonymous asked: you are honestly one of the most hipster people i have ever met.
October 2011
6 posts
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“There were many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts being...”
– Pearl Buck
Hey Everyone
I’ll be working on my secondary blog, shedancesinthesunlight for a little bit but I shall continue to update here as well! http://shedancesinthesunlight.tumblr.com/
New York Comic Con...
I’ll be there, anyone else sashaying on over?
Blah
Can the weekend just never end? I’m starting to get anxious about college apps, I haven’t checked out more than half of the schools I want to apply to and I’m not even entirely sure what I want to study. It’s as if the closer I get the more unsure I become. Last year it felt as though I was ahead of the pack I was set and ready… Now I’m indecisive, what exactly...
Hey Everyone
Just figured I’d make a quick update while I have a bit of free time on my hands. I promise I’ll post more consistently in the weeks to come. Lately I’ve been preoccupied with school, not only has it devoured my social life, but also my sleeping time. I’ve been doing quite a bit of work for art history, the material is very mixed in the sense that some things are extremely...
September 2011
13 posts
